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My depression has come back.
I am depressed once again, I have been before, nobody really knew, but I did, I felt like I was dead inside. And it’s come back, I’ve done nothing but argue with my girlfriend, and I seriously feel like I could die. I know it seems pointless and stupid, but I’m in love, and I don’t even know where I stand. Music’s not helping anymore, I don’t know what I can do.
I hate how society is. I hate how people list and see ‘swag’ as the main thing to have today. I hate how kids will try impress their peers and elders by doing ridiculous things. I hate how if you go somewhere you could end up getting robbed. By what, kids who look about 10 years old. They think they’re gonna be ‘hoodman’ they do it to show people they’re gonna be big, they’re not, they’ll fail in life and get sent to prison. Look at me, I’m 13, really weird, dress like an indie kid mixed with a wanna be, mixed-race, tall and ugly haha. Nobody expects me to listen to Metal. The people who do know I do don’t think I listen to rap. ‘I’m not allowed to listen to rap because I’m an emo. I’m a mosher. I’m a faggot.’ I go to the skatepark and chill, don’t skate, don’t ride,don’t smoke. Yet everyone thinks I do and I get labelled a druggy, I get labelled a werido. To be completely honest, I’d rather be weird than normal, I wanna be different than everyone else. I hate how if you’re different in society, then you can never be accepted by everyone. I hate how if you’re friends with one group of people, you can’t be friends with another group, I don’t even know what this post is about, I just get bored, here’s a rainbow. *shows rainbow*
